Realization

Is it possible to realize the failure of realization itself?

What is realization? What do we mean when we say Realize?

Is it a feeling? An emotion? How is it depicted? Through our actions? If so, is realization of one thing an ignorance of another?

What is the opposite of Realization?

Is realization evolving? Do we need to realize each moment?

But realize what? Is it doing justice to the moment? Giving it its due attention? Is that realization?

And if that is realization, how do we cope up with each moment demanding its justice, its realization?

Is our internal pressure that we exert on ourselves to realize..does it stem from our fear of regrets? 

Is realization in our own hands? Can we practice free will to realize something ourselves?

What if we realize our failure to honor a few things? 

But then again, what is realization.