I wish.

I wish.

I wish there was an injection. An injection that could induce His medicine. A physical reassurance of His existence running through my veins. 

I wish that He appeared. Like that invisible little friend of mine. Right with me, sitting next to me. Moment by moment. Physically reinforcing His presence beside me. 

I wish that He would appear, hug me, take my hand and walk me that path. 

I wish that He would put my hands on my eyes and make them literally open to what He is giving me. 

I wish that He would gather all his men around to witness what He is remains the Sole Witness to. 

I wish that He would make my hands type out what remains in there. 

I wish that He would make me repeat myself till my voice goes from an uncertain whisper to Utmost Assurance of His Presence. 

You know that tiny little voice of our little stupid organ called brain. 

You know the organ that doesn't stop producing the stream of thoughts, even if we try stopping it. 

You know the voice inside us that our brain has. 

I wish that was Him. 

I wish He would just physically take my heart out and put it back again in front of me. 

I wish that He gives me the sight. The color to my colorblind world. Color of meaning to what He is saying. To what He is doing. 

I wish that He shows me the way of expressing gratitude for fulfilling all these wishes and for Being There. 

I wish He gives brain..brain to my little heart.